| I found my diary... let me date these words/lyrics...whatever they were...back to freshman year. When there was only one boy i truly cared about...so that you know...i didnt hate you when i left. "Please tell my why i feel so cold
my heart aches more as the day gets old
Im sorry. so sorry.
Ill admit I was wrong
This life means nothing when you're gone" "I never meant to lie to you
Seeing you cry hurt me too
If I could take it back...you know i would
I'd start all over if I could" Every heart breaker deserves to get their heart broken. I broke his and mine. This is old...almost 3 years old...but its better late than never. Im sorry |
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| Damn dude. i still dont know what else to get erik...im pretty sure his brother is getting him the other gift i want to get him and his sister...i dunno...dunno what his sister is gonna get him. I know im getting his parents a coffee kit from starbucks. yeh. AHH!!! already spent a grip on erik....i know he's gonna love the first gift...but its such a serious mushy gushy gift and i just want to give him something a little more light hearted...like a video game... i dunno biggest loser is on....its weird seeing these people's before and after shots...the before shots are pretty raunchy.... shoot im broke.... big tournament coming up this weekend....then im home free...well almost....then i just have to concentrate on finals...THEN ITS CHRISTMAS VACA!!!!!!!!!!!! holla at playa |
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| man december is a rush... 3 soccer tournaments, games, school, boyfriend, and finals...sounds fun huh? yup yup. But aside from all this...i have my own stresses...i have some xmas gifts planned out for erik...he figured one out and im a lil pissed...so...i have somethin else up my sleeve. another tournament coming up this weekend...this one should be hella fun....im excited  House is on...im gonna go watch lata |
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| Just got back from a tournament... and im sore as a mo fo gonna decorate the xmas tree with erik tomorrow morning... should be bombski... too sore...i need a hot shower <3 mel |
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| Erik got a new car.... Scion...something something something....black and silver he looks freakin sexy in it...... he looks even sexier when I'm in it too Its a good day |
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